Withdrawals? I thought I was avoiding them…. 2/4/2010

……by using the nicotine lozenges.  So why was I in tears when I watched the weather report this morning??  WTF?  ….and why is my plumbing all messed up?  I haven’t pooped in days.  I sure hope I get out of this funk.  Don’t feel like going anywhere.  Things are pissing me off.  I just want to go back to bed and sleep until I feel better.  Fuck!